This is ME

Wanna know more about me?... Well, I can't exactly describe all about me in just one post. Even I, don't know much about myself (lol?). If you want to know more about me, I suggest you either follow this blog of mine or meet me in person. Here's some things about me:

My name is Audrey, just Audrey. I wouldn't want to reveal my full name here, right? Call me that or anything you want to call me..Dre, D, Kyu, Baby, etc. That's what my friends call me. I'm turning 13 this year~ October 27. I'm currently studying in Philippine International English School. Well, most students doesn't live up to the name since most of us speaks Tagalog. ^^ I am in 2nd year high school in American curriculum. Some of my friends always say that I'm smart because I'm in top 10..maybe I am when it comes to school..but I'm not actually that smart when it comes to real life. Why?...My heart gets broken easily and because of that, I always cry. I don't like keeping them inside me because I know I will explode someday too. I always have a crush to a wrong guy... that's another reason why my heart gets broken easily. I'm gonna share you a story that really happened to me months ago.

"I really had a big crush to this guy. I'm not gonna name him. If he reads this, I know he'll know that he's the one I'm talking about. It was really a big crush that I really thought it was love (I wish it was not...). Earlier, I mentioned about having a crush to a wrong guy and he's one of them. I was really blind at that time. All I think about is the good things about him and ignore the bad things that all of my best friends can see. He's a women's guy... he flirts and go around in women in his own way. I fell in his trick and was casted to his spell~ I'm not gonna say what happened after~! After being broken, I became an emo. My friends and people around me witnessed that. I didn't talk to anyone in the bus and didn't even smile like regular days. You see, I was a very bright and cheerful girl but when that guy broke my heart, I started being distant to everybody. My friends were worried about me and they tried...really tried to comfort me. How did I get out of that depression?... Well, it's all because of my friends too and also because of myself as well. I considered what my friends were all saying... I thought to myself..'why am I being like this only because of a guy?'.. after thinking and deciding, I decided to stop this already. I tried to move on... by being more with my friends and not talking to the guy that much..and it did work. I slowly moved on and now as a I look back to the past, all I can say is..'I was really a fool at that time. Have to change myself now.'"

Well..there you go. Sad one, isn't it?~ LOL, don't be sad nor pity me. I'm not that Audrey anymore. I promised myself that I wouldn't be that kind of girl. I should be strong now~ I have to be...for my parents, my friends, for everyone...and lastly...for myself. There's still a VERY long road to walk~ giving up may have been in my mind in those days..but staying strong is what on my mind now. As you know, I have given you a peek to my sad past already. I'll give you now one of the memorable things that happened to me~....SS501.

"As you know, Kim Hyun Joong was my first Kpop love and it's all because of BOF. After coming back at school, some of my friends, Kimberly, already an SS501 fan and Michelle (Mitch), Hyun Joong fan, already knew somehow SS501. And it's all because of them I came to know SS501. While introducing me to SS501...one day, I searched them in YT and first watched, their Making A Lover performance in JeJu Island. I was very curious about them. After watching it, I'll tell you...I INSTANTLY LOVED THEM. I searched more and more about them... searching their profile in google/yahoo...watching video of them in YT, etc. After coming back at school, all I can say is SS501. Some of my friends were kinda annoyed/intrigued about this SS501 (LOL!). I'll make this short>>>>>>> Kyu Jong became my bias after knowing them more. I infected some of my friends. They had SS501 ADDICTION because of me and they are really SS501 fan now. We formed an unofficial group^^ We started performing SS501 songs in school's celebration/parties. The first song we performed was Love Like This. And I tell you, it was really hard teaching them all 'cause I was the only one that was teaching them (I was the addict. LOL). Some of them only know parts of the dance..some of them doesn't even know the dance even though they're fans. SKIP>>>> next song we performed was a remix song made by me^^...SNSD's Gee, SS501's Love Like This, Wuss Up, Snow Prince, and A Song Calling For You. We were somehow addicted to SNSD's Gee that time that's why we included it. SKIP>>>>>>>>>>SS501 became my laughter when I'm sad, my tears when they are sad and in trouble. You could really tell that they really affected me. One bad thing is that my parents doesn't like them though. Parents thought they are a bad influence. Anyway, since SS501 came, my scores in school became higher...I actually went in top 5. SS501 affected me so much that when they are really bashed by people..I became upset/mad right away. That's how much I love SS501.So right now, I'm really sad to what's happening to them. They are one of the best groups in the world..not only because of their talents, song and looks..but because they really care for their fans. They are loving, caring and humble men and that's why I'm really saddened to what happened to them recently..contract expiry and separation in different countries but I'll believe, I promise. They are different. SS501 has the will and courage to be one forever just like what their name says..'SUPER STARS WITH 5 MEMBERS IN ETERNITY AS ONE'. And I know they will live up to their name..why? because they love each other..because they care for each other..because they love their fans so much...and I know because they have bonds that can never be broken easily.

For antis and for those that doesn't like/aren't an SS501 fan..for those who are saying that it's gonna be SS301..for those who are saying that Leader left SS501... please know more about SS501 before you judged them. And please don't hate them just because you have your own group that you're a fan of... once you knew everything about SS501, you'll understand why Triple S' faith to them is really this deep.

No matter what you say, we'll believe, trust, love and have faith in SS501. If you really call yourself a true Triple S, then you'll believe in them."


---THE END OF MY STORY

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